The Interlude (February 29 - March 4, 2024)

The morning after my second session, I informed Master that my neck was sore, but I was appreciative of it as a reminder of my slavery. To which he responded, “Good boy. You should be sore, and it should serve as a reminder of your slavery.” That day we didn't speak that much

The following morning, March 1, 2024, Master checked in and asked how I was feeling. I responded, “My neck is still sore, SIR. I am a little tired, to be honest. It was a lot for me in such a short amount of time. I am tired but really happy to be owned. It satisfies a need deep down in me. I’m also a little nervous about where this could lead... I also feel grateful that you would put time and energy into me... I am slightly horny.” Master responded, “Excellent. Good reply. We will chat more later. Keep doing what you are doing.”

Conversations with Master and me have been constant. I ask Master permission to ejaculate, to which I've come to expect the response, "No, you may not." Master has been learning more about me as a person, and I about him. He has been setting expectations while easing me into slavery more and more. Nothing is rushed; everything has the proper time and cadence, and he cares not to disrupt my normal life. To wit, Master said, “I’m not here to mess up your life. I’m here to make it better.”

Over the past few days, I've been more and more comfortable being owned and being Master's slave. I've realized that in the past, I often wanted things too much and too fast, which leads to unsustainable Master/slave relationships. Master is cognizant of that. I've accepted my role so much that I've let Master know that I’m not even touching myself and won’t be asking Master for permission to ejaculate anymore because it will just be dependent on when he wants me to.

On March 4, 2024, Master gave me a new order. “Effective immediately, all grooming/shaving below the neck must be approved by me.” I don’t think I can express the happiness and gratitude I got from this new constraint on my life. I feel it’s something I can do in my current situation without bringing risk to the rest of my life. And I will do this without fail because Master owns me. I’ve also been in what I term ‘subspace,’ but Master calls it a ‘slave buzz,’ which is a phenomenal new feeling for me that lies outside of any specific session.